4 Regrets

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Day 4: 4 regrets. 

1. I regret being born as a girl. If I was just fucking born as a boy, life would have been so much easier for me. My parents would still be together. My grandparents wouldn't hate me. Heartbreaks would be easier.

Life, itself would have been easier. I can't change the fact that I was born a girl but if I could, I would want to be re-born as a boy.

2.I regret loving him so much, clinging onto him so much. How stupid of me to think we could last. I thought we'd get married. Yes, I actually loved him so much I though he'd be the one I'd marry. But no, everything just ended in 3 months. But being with him was amazing. Those were the happiest months of my life. I only regret devoting myself to him. I should have known better.

 3. I regret letting go of my ex crush. He was such a sweet heart. Crushed on me since about 2 years ago and he still has a crush on me now. He even verbally said "I love you" to me. He whispered it in my ear. I can't believe I let go of such an amazing guy. If I could turn back time, I'd crush on him forever if I could. 


4. I regret letting go of my best friend. 7 years of memories my dear. I loved her so much. Read my previous post & you'll know why. Sigh, I don't even know what to say. I just miss her so much. I've let go of so many people and I don't want to let go anymore. 

So, hi. 
Marcus & Matthew came over today and it was such an unproductive day. We only did 2 slides. 
I didn't sleep a wink last night. I watched 3 movies on my iTouch and I couldn't fall asleep. But I'm starting to get tired now. I'll probably start on some of my homework then watch Fairy Tail then go to sleep. Skipping dinner again. The holidays are passing by too fast. Its going to be Tuesday tomorrow! :-( Soon, it'll be next Tuesday, and that means school. 
Changed my whole blog theme and typed out two blog posts. That took me about 1 hour 30 mins? Oh I don't know. I'm so gloomy now cause I miss my best friend. I really miss her. 
Oh well. Talio!

Builiding's almost finished! Just have to finish the colouring and its all done :-D 

Builiding's almost finished! Just have to finish the colouring and its all done :-D