I've hurt you so badly and ow I just come bitchin'' around saying I want you back.
Forget it. I'm not worth anything. I'm so pissed at myself now. I failed to notice and cherish things and people around me. What kind of a person am I?
*slaps self*
Listening to Change again. Remember how you'd love dancing to this song? In December, I'd listen to it everyday when you were asleep. I'd listen to it when you wear in school. I guess during my December holidays, we made a lot of memories. And during the last 2 months of Winter when I migrated to Hong Kong... I'm not saying my friends in Hong Kong aren't good. They are. but let's face it, no one else in this world knows me better than you do. 7 years? Our friendship lasted, for a goddamn 7 years and because of this, our 3rd major fight, its over.
What kills me most is when I listen to "I Like You Best" It just makes me tear up and think of you.
During B2ST's 2nd Anniversary, it reminded me of you too. If we were still best friends at that time, we'd be chatting and spamming each other's Twitter mentions and Facebook wall.
But on that day... our walls were empty. We only had 1 mention to each other about B2ST.
Remember that time we went to Comic Collections and bough B2ST cards? :')
I gave you 2 of them. The group one & Junhyung's one. I gave Fifi the Dujun one and Tasha the Yoseob one. I didn't buy the Hyunseung one and I regret it... T_T I gave Indira the Gikwang one and I have the Dongwoon one. I even bought a book with B2ST's faces on them. I really wanted to give them to you but I already wrote on it...
=.+ <- You used to love this face alot. I called it the Clown face.
I guess, since its nearing December, everything reminds me of you. Well, except the fact that the iMac is no longer in my room because my dad took it away... :-( I used the iMac to talk to you all the time. Spam your wall while you spammed mine.. Good times :')
Remember how my wall used to be spammed with you? I used to chase you to blog everyday and you'd be like "I don't know what to blog about!!!!!!" I remember you love the colour green. You like Onew from SHINee. Your bias from Suju is Heechul. Your bias in B1A4 is Jinyoung. Your bias in DBSK is Yunho. Your bias in Teentop is Chunji(but you don't like Teentop anymore) You like Epik High. You hate the word "LOL" Your bias in Infitie used to be Wooyoung(is that his name?) but now its the Dino guy, Dongwoo.
:') Don't you remember that time you slept over at my house? The one before I left for Hong Kong. After the December holidays. We spent the whole day obsessing over Teentop. Well, to sum it all up. I just miss the memories. Everything.
To tell you the truth, I still feel super empty now. Like when I'm trouble, sure I have friends to turn to. But each time I feel sad, I want to turn to you. But I'd feel super awkward /: I felt really sad during those few months too. I thought you were angry at me and I was like.. uh shit what do I do.
I'm glad that mess is cleared up. I'm glad we're friends now and not angry at each other anymore.
Ahaha I just remembered about that time we watch a movie, and I put Oreo in your popcorn xD
Good times...
I'll end this post here because I have no time left on the computer.
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