Monday, October 17, 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qE05Bv1e_fo 
^ BoA's song, Energetic.


Doesn't this bring back so many memories of last December? :') Seems like it was just last month. 
Lizard really misses you, Chameleon :'(  
I remember how you and I kept fussing about which song to dance to because we wanted to join the YG auditions. Sigh, what big dreams we had back then :') 
I honestly still want to be a dancer. I want to be one so badly. And I know you want to be one too.
Hey, promise me we'll learn some dances and dance them when we go back to MCS and go crazy in the dance room? :-) 
Dude I miss you so much T_T 
In December you'd always complain how hot it was in SG and I'd be like "Ah its so cold here!"
We'd talk till 2-4am in the morning and you'd spam me every morning while you walked to school.
During weekends, we'd spend the whole day talking to each other and I'd always be spazzing about Teentop with you :') We'd be discussing about what MVs we should dance to. 
I really miss all those times... Without you.. my life feels so incomplete. Sigh, I don't know.
I'm such a bitch. Fighting with you then trying to get you back? This is our 3rd bigest fight ever. 
If I were you, I wouldn't even trust myself anymore. Why did I let you go. Why was I so stupid! 
Remember our "nakama" vow? I broke it. Ugh, I'm so disgusted at myself. I let such an amazing best friend go. I miss all our chats, our endless tweets... Everything. We used to spam each other, SO much! 
I miss you so, so, SO much. And yes, I do want you back in my life. As my best friend of 7 years. 
I swear I'd never let you go after this. If you could forgive me in anyway possible... I'd feel.. so, so glad. I can't help being so bitchy at times and yet you still put up with all my crap and everything. You used to stand by me all the time, and where was I when you needed me? I wasn't there for you. 
Chameleon, I miss you. & I love you. I just can't stop thinking about the memories we shared.
50% chance you're not reading this but, I hope you'll give our friendship another chance.
I really do love you, as a friend. No, more than a best friend. Like a sister.
Like Nakama :') 


Love always, 
Forever your Nakama, Lizard :-)

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