I normally don't have the courage to do this.
I'm honestly extremely shy of my family background.
But I've absolutely had it with all you non-stop blabbering assholes who can't stop pissing me off with your stick in the ass questions.
"YOUR PARENTS ARE DIVORCED?!!?" "HUH!!?? HOW COME?!" "Tell me about it!"
Hi. Reality check? We're not best friends, I have the right to shut up and not tell you anything about my family if I want to so stop acting like you're this friend whom I've known for years!
But I want to clear things up once and for all so everyone will quit asking me their dumb blonde questions.
Yes. My parents are divorced.
Yes. I do have a stepmother & stepsiblings.
Yes. I think they're all very nice.
Yes. I'm staying with my father now.
Yes. I used to stay with my mother but I came to stay with my father.
I'm not going to go into details about the reason so if you ever ask me about the reason, don't blame me if you go home with a brick on your face and two chopsticks sticking out of your eyeballs.
Point is, I've been through enough bullshit so I really don't need your questions. Why not just grow up to be a reporter or something if you're so questionative(?)
I honestly hate talking about my family. I hate letting new people into my life. I'm always afraid that someone's going to judge me about my family. So many people have told me that I exaggerate too much about my family so it hurts a lot. It's the main reason why I get upset easily when my family's involved...
But I guess one of the most amazing things about my parent's divorce was that I got to have Clara and Ryan as my siblings. Just like my two friends said, "Everything happens for a reason."
Nonetheless, my whole point of the post is to tell of you that, it's not that I don't trust everyone... Wait, actually I don't. I don't trust easily. It takes a lot for me to trust people. Especially about my family problems. Basically, I just really hate talking about my family and I hate it even more if we're not that much of good friends and you still pester me with questions. So I'd really appreciate it if some of you would stop acting like you know me so well because you guys don't. Most of all, I'd really really really appreciate it if some of you stopped asking me questions about my family.
Therefore, I'm just going to say this one last time.
I'm sick and tired of all you assholes coming up to me, asking about my family just so you can have a story to bitch about. None of you know how it feels like. So if any of you bloody dare, to persistently ask me about my family or if you dare to act like you're this friend of mine who knows everything about me as though we're so fucking close, you're going to wish you were never born.
Hellooo :) I've never met you in person before but I can truly identify with you here because I've been through the same things - of course, the exact circumstances may have been different but nonetheless it's very brave of you to speak about it because even I haven't on my blog.
ReplyDeleteIt's really upsetting when families break apart isn't it :( I know how that feels. But I reason that it hasn't killed me and so it should only make me stronger :)
I hope you don't feel anger towards your friends - just see it as ignorance and not ill-will because being angry isn't a good thing :(
Take care xx