Monday, January 9, 2012

Alone

Some people think they have the authority.
To boss us around.
To put us down.
To criticize us.
To make us have the mentality that we're a freak.
And we believe everything we hear don't we?
"You're so fat."
"You're so ugly." 
"You look like a freak."
"You're so annoying." 
We choose to believe it, and I'm not blaming you. Because there's a girl in my school, supposedly my "best friend". But that's what she tells me everyday, to my face, without considering my feelings. She thinks it's hilarious when people are alone without friends. And I've been so stupid, to let her treat me like that ever since the first day of school.
But today, 
I took a stand for myself.
"Okay I get that you're so pro. But not everyone's like you and we don't live you so get bloody used to it."
That's what I told her. To her face. When she criticsized me.
The world does not bloody revolve around them.
Your world does not need their sarcastic remarks.
They are just people who find life boring if they don't make others sad.
They find joy in other people's happiness.
But they don't know how much it hurts until they've actually been through it. 
They make us feel like trash.
Make us feel useless.
Make us feel like we're loners.
It's like the whole world hates us and looks down on us.
But don't think that.
You're amazing.
You're beautiful.
You're the reason behind someone's smile.
You're the reason behind someone's laugh.
You're someone's idea of, "perfect"
So, chin up.
Think of the positive things in life. 
What other people think of you doesn't matter anymore.
As long as you believe that you're not what they describe you as.
You'll be fine.
Because you're amazing.

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