Let's just say that here are the few goals that I'm setting for myself.
- No more dirty-mindedness.
- No more vulgarity
- No more dissing other people
- Stopped getting so pissed so easily
I wanted to put "Study harder" but I'm not that hardworking... Yet. I want to be, but just not now. I want to change my character before changing my attitude towards education.
I kept thinking about what Alex said to me. I want to be closer to Jesus.
I need to stand up for myself, mix with the right friends and do the right things. I've been such a rebellious daughter towards God all this while. From now on, I'm not going to diss any popstar or person anymore. Not Rebecca Black, not Justin Bieber, not anyone.
If leading a boring life means being closer to the Lord, so be it.
My life revolves around: Jesus, Su Hyun, Taemin, KPOP, Anime, Dance, Family, learning korean & best friends! (keke)
Thats all. I''m limiting myself to these things.
I really need to start caring about my friends and family more. I think I'm a horrible person, always neglecting others. But you know something? I'm still going to limit myself to the amount of friends I make. My usually friends in Singapore, they're fine. Love 'em lots. Especially you Baka-Hyun!
Church friends! Alex, Stefia, Mildred. Seniors, Victoria! Shall not mention names of other people in my grade. I won't completely stop bring friends with everyone else... I'll just try to hang out with them lesser. I really want to dedicate my life to God and only God.
I think Alex is an amazing christian. He's so spiritually matured. He talks to me in a way that my aunt would, he makes me feel better. Actually, the reason why I even want to change my character is because Alex told me his experience with the Lord and it enlightened me. I really hate the old me . How I used to laugh at the smallest things because of dirty thoughts, how I used to publicly swear at people, how I used to be so mean to others. I'm going to change, really. No more other distractions, I don't need other things in my life anymore. No more interference and what-not.
I'll go to church every Sunday too, even if I'm busy or tired. I'll go.
Okay no promises that I'll go if I'm tired... /:
I'll pray everyday too. Gonna re-read all my Manga(s) about Jesus. And if I have the patience, I'll read the Bible. (I tried it once but epicly failed.) I really, really, REALLY want to change my attitude. I want a new start. A new life. I want to be reborn by Christ.
Sigh, spent the whole day out today and here I am blogging. But I was glad I skipped my homework just now because I got to hear a wonderful story from Alex. I'll just have to finish my homework now don't I? :-) Oh well! Anything for the Lord.
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| Can I marry you? |
Taemin and I now bid you goodbye.
Did I forget to mention that he's insanely adorable? ;-) ♥
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