God is almighty.

Alex told me a story. And I know he's reading this now. (Hi Alex thanks for making me tear up)
Its time I told you guys about my experience with my father in heaven.
Remember I told you I cried during Resound? Well, here's what really happened.
The pastor told us to bow down to the Lord on a count of 3. And I was like "What? ..." But I bowed. Knees on the floor, head touching the ground. I prayed. Then... I cried. I don't know why but I just did. Jesus had touched me. He laid his holy hand upon my sinful head. "I'm sorry lord. I'm sorry..." My words. It's as thought Jesus was there, beside me, telling me it was alright, everything's okay. But what amazed me most was what went through my mind during that short period of time. My mind was blank, like a black whole. Utter darkness... But it was whirling. As though I was drifting off somewhere, it's unexplainable. 
Thats not the only amazing thing. I went up to the pastors so that they could pray for me and this kind soul, this lady prayed for me. I cried... The holy spirit was within me. I dropped to the floor (No I didn't faint) and I kneeled down, once again with my head touching the ground. I apologised to the lord, telling him to guide me, to forgive my sins. And he touched me again. This time, all my memories infiltrated my mind. My baby memories, 5 years-old, Start of kindergarten, 4th Jan 2005, P3, P6.... The day my parents 
------ I'm sorry I need to pause for awhile. After typing "My parents".... I'm crying right now.------
Sorry. Still crying but I'll continues.
The day I saw my parents together in one room. My mother, sick and lying on the bed talking to my dad about me moving to Hong Kong. Depressing matter, happiest moment of my life. You know how that feels? After seeing your parents together, even if they're 3 metres apart, after 8 years... Do you understand that happiness? 
I'm glad God gave me that chance to see my parents together again. 
I was crying non-stop, praying non-stop to Jesus for at least 30 minutes. Crying, praying... Jesus was there. He was in the auditorium, watching over us, listening to our prayers, forgiving our sins, touching us with his holy hand. It was God's wish for me to post this. He told Alex to talk to me, which led to me telling everyone else who's reading this.
The Lord is here. He's within in you. Where is he? Look down on the left hand side of your chest. He's right there, in your heart. Can you feel it? He's protecting you. Trying his best to fight off all the evil spirits than attempt to enter you. And right now as I'm typing this, I'm not even hesitating. The words just automatically come into my mind and I type it all out.
I want to clear everyone's doubt about God. Everyone's always asking "If God is real, then why didn't he stop wars?" Long ago, there were no humans. Only spirits, very powerful spirits. But one of the spirits thought he was a powerful and might as the Lord God himself so the Lord banished him. Who's that spirit? Satan. Satan wants to destroy the world and he wants all that's left of the earth to become darkness. We're sinning, all day everyday and that's helping Satan with his plan. Satan and God are fighting very hard right now. Each time you sin, Satan comes to an advantage. Each time you pray and seek for forgiveness, God is at an advantage. 
Why wars start? Man-kind's fault. God created people for good, but they're all turning their backs against him. Satan gains enough power and starts going into the minds of people and tells them to sin, kill people.. Everything. Don't blame this on God. This is our fault. And don't hate on the people too, they sin without knowing. Pray for them and help them seek forgiveness from the Lord. Tell Lord to guide them through the right path and shower his abundant love upon them.


Alex, thank you for that amazing "story". I get it. I know. I really appreciate how you spent your time talking to me about this. I WILL repent. I WILL build up a personal relationship with God. 
Most of all, thank you for introducing me to ICA. Thank you for letting me bond with God once again. 
And sorry for standing you up the first two times... :-> 


I'll end this post here with a prayer. Pray with me. 
Oh heavenly Lord, I want to start off by thanking you. Thank you for all that you've done for us. Dying on the cross just so that our sins can be forgiven. Thank you for dedicating your whole life to protecting us. Thank you, for forgiving us time and time again. Thank you for listening to our prayers and answering them. O'Lord God, you are our heavenly father, one and only saviour. You are mighty oh lord. You are our salvation. Please guide us through this hard road of life, please continue to stand by us and lead us through the right way. Please guide us O' Lord. Bind all our sins and cast them into the fire. Shower us with your heavenly blood and with a simple touch of your hand, cleanse our soul. O'Lord, you are the Messiah. You, are our hero.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen. (Did you say Amen? You better have.)


PRAISE THE LORD OUR HEAVENLY GOD FOR HIS IS OUR ALMIGHTY SAVIOUR.
Amen :-)