Rock out the club

^ Pic from yesterday that I didn't upload!

Hello! : )
Let's get straight to the point. I woke up at 1pm today, unfortunately. I could have woken up at 9am if I wasn't so lazy to get out of bed. Clara came back today and she's absolutely   adorable! I held her too, she's so tiny :') Played with my two siblings for about two hours then I went out to buy my winter uniform since Winter's coming, went to get groceries too. Also did some other stuff but I'm too lazy to type all that out. So 4 hours of my life were spent doing all that. 
Came back home and I played computer..... yeah thats about it. Lol such a productive day!
Aight, carrying on with my 10 Day Blog Challenge! : )


Day 2: 2 of your most emotional memories.


1. When I saw my parents together for the first time. Not like, together kind of together. But , together like in the same room, talking about me. Talking about me moving to Hong Kong. Seeing my parents together... sigh... A image that is un-removable :') I miss them being together and taking care of me. Just like old times. Really old times. But life's shitty like this. I can't have parents that are together, so fuck it. Might as well make the most of it. <- QUOTE EMINEM!


2. The day he told me he just wanted to be friends. I broke down, so badly. Another part of my life just basically disappeared. I had a feeling we weren't as close as last time but I thought he still liked me, more than just a friend. But I was wrong. I honestly wonder what made him lose interest in me. Long distance? Nah I just wasn't good enough for him /: And if you're reading this... which you're probably not. I never stopped loving you. From the day I started crushing on you till this very day. I don't want to love you. I'd stop if I could... but I can't.  
Ah I'm not gonna type another long post about how much I miss him and all. 


Sorry for such a boring post today. I had another sleepless night last night. I slept at.. 2.30am? I was being gloomy about youknowwho. I hope October break doesn't pass by too fast, I really need a break from everything. School, work, stress, friends, him. I want to isolate myself from everything and reflect upon life. Most importantly, I need to start dancing again. Its been so long since I spent hours learning dances.
I'll probably start obsessing about Teentop or some other KPOP band again, thats what makes me happy. Genuinely happy. 
Hi Suhyun, if you're reading this, DAMN I MISS YOU GURL :( Good luck for your EOYs! Are they over...? Ah nevermind, I know you'll do well, you always do! Miss our obsessing over Teentop memories! x