What is the up. The sky.
Second week of school! Eurgh, sucks. Really can't take it in school. I feel like sleeping, everyday. Still in the summer mode :( Suckies. Sux2beme! Finally used the iMac again today, looked at iTunes and played all the songs.. sigh, all the memories. I remember how I used to talk to Guo Fu everyday. I remember how I used to spam Su Hyun's wall all the time. The first month when I came to Hong Kong.. I remember the times when I was in Singapore and I stayed with Daddy. Sigh /: I really miss all that now. Maybe i miss Sinapore again. Ah i don't know.
Half of me wants to go back to Singapore after S2, another half wants me to stay. But after secondary, I hope I'll be able to go back then study Poly/JC there. I need to support my mum, take part time jobs, etc. But... I need to support my dad too... He has to retire soon. Oh god I hate having divorced parents.
Asfkdsjb shall not talk about this :( Just a plan about what I want to do when I grow up, oh by the way, Su Hyun, if you're reading this. I won't be a dancer when I grow up, i'm sorry. But really, if I'm good at dancing, then i'll be able to make money. But the point is, I'm not. I'm a noob! So I can't dance. I can't support my family. I'm not sure about what I want to be when I grow up but I hope I will...one day.
Sorry for the weird emo post guys. Feeling kind of.... upset now. Talked to my friend about it and she said that its the process of maturing, missing the memories, treasuring my family more and everything. Oh and I think that I've become more girly. I don't mind wearing skirts now, I like dresses too. I don't mind taking pictures with friends and family and I like going out now. Even if it means just following my dad around for lunch. And I have started to enjoy shopping, window shopping. I don't intend to buy any more clothes this year. I'm sorry guys, if you're angry or upset with my change of character, btu really, its life. I can't change or control it. I can't say "Isabel! Be a tomboy! Hate shopping!" No. It doesn't work for me. So I'm sorry if you dislike my new character. But I'm that way. I've decided to sleep latest at 11.30pm, and I've also decided to study every Sunday with my schoolmates. I'm trying my best to finish all my homework on time so that I can get good marks. I really need to buck up on my studies. Not only for my parents but for myself too. I sound like a nerd right? Yeah. I guess I've changed that way too. After talking to Victoria and seeing alot of her tweets, I've decided that I need to be more like her. More self disciplined. I really can't be the same old lazy Isabel that I used to be. I don't want to be the girl who doesn't give a damn about homework and stuff. So thank you Victoria! For inspiring me :-) And for being there for me, you know, through all that stuff that aparently no one knows. *evil laughter* I'm glad I know your secrets too. Hope I get to interact with you more! Ahaha as I said, I hate being socially awkward around the people whom I talk to online :-)
Skyped with Danielle last night, ah i missed my WP! Love her max. Hope that I'll be able to go out with her when I return to Singapore. I love you Danielle! ^^ Talked to Tony for the whole day again today. We've been talking so much! Awkward much. But mostly its homework, and jinxing each other cause of "HI" and listening to Tony laugh at the silliest things. Weird brother I have there huh? Ahaha he's my twin! Cause we're both "Tan"s and we're telepathic. Hehe, just kidding. I wish i had a twin as cool as him, but no I don't :-(
Bunch of diploma students talked to Clarence today cause he pissed them off. *Note to self, never piss off diploma students. Not quite sure what else I should say now, too bored to do anything. Oh a big thank you to Tasha for introducing the anime 'Code Geass' to me! Its amazing, i tell you. Lelouch is my new crush >:D Heheheehe, he's so hot! Asfdlsfh everything that a girl wants :-) Oh by the way, I finally finished all the episodes of One Piece. All the latest episodes, that is.
I shall stop taling to Tony, (ditch him for anime again) I'm sorry brother! Hahah, shall skype with you tomorrow okay :-) Ditching my kin for anime... um you didn't see me do anything. I'm innocent. Oh Tony's puppy face is back!!! YES. Best thing that happened today! Besides the fact that I pwned him when he was trying to pwn me.
Stepmum's got a fever today, so I had to take care of myself :-( No food or whatsoever! Dang it. I've restricted myself from chips and supper so I'm usually just taking slices of cheese whenever I'm hungry. I wish I could buy bubble tea, but yeah, I can't. Tony is demanding for my blog name, YOU WAIT LONGLONG. Like 5 more minutes :-P Diet's going well! (Y)
Soooo, I guess I'll watch anime all the way till 11.30pm, thats two episodes. Then I'll be on episode 15! :-) Okay so bye now!
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