Saturday, June 18, 2011

Happy birthday Su Hyun.



Dear Su Hyun,
Happy birthday :) You're finally 13. I'm sorry that I'm not in Singapore to celebrate your birthday with you. I'm sorry I can't give you your present and card in time. But you'll get it soon.
So now its June 19th. And we've been best friends for 7 years, 6 months and 19 days. We've been through a lot. We've fought a lot. But nonetheless, my life is a complete bore without you. I might have a lot of friends, and being with them might make others think that I'm really happy. But no, I'm not. I'm only contented. But when I'm with you, I feel extremely happy. Throughout this past 3 months, I wasn't able to text you and call you everyday. I couldn't even see you. But that didn't affect our friendship. You've been with me through the hardest times. The times when I thought, life was just bullshit and it wasn't worth living for. The times when I thought, everyone had given up on me. You're that friend, whom I can confide in. I can tell you everything. Biases, feelings, crushes, family, friendship. Everything. And not everyone is as lucky as me to have a bff like you. Actually, no one is. Cause I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have you. You have done so much for me. Words can't explain my gratitude towards you. You came straight from school just to send me off when I was leaving to HK, you even bought such a big bolster for me. You've skipped your projects just to help me with my homework, and not just once. You've done many things for me, it'll take me days to list them all down. You've made me happy on my saddest days. But me? I don't know what I've done for you. I'm not a good best friend like you. I'm not a good as you. I'm not as smart, I'm not as cute, I'm not as cool. But you ignore all these facts and you still treat me so good. You're the best. I will always remember all the groups we liked. B2ST, TeenTop, SUJU and B1A4. Althought TeenTop and Suju were groups that we liked for only a short period, I'll always remember them as they gave us many memories. Promise me we'll be B2UTIES forever. ABs, maybe. But B2UTIES forever ok 
You've come to my house a number of times. We had a sleepover once, and it was extremely fun. One of the best days of my life. We went for a movie once, and I put oreo in the popcorn :) Good times. We even went to church once and you though my friends were all crazy. Kekekeke. Sigh, I really miss hanging out with you. I miss dancing in the MCS dance room with you too.There's so much more things that I miss. Sigh, I can't believe that after being your best friend for so long, I only have this much to tell you. Su Hyun, I'm sorry for all the fights we've been through. I'm sorry for letting you down at times. I'm sorry for not always being there for you. I'm sorry, for not being the world's greatest best friend. We're going to be great dancers in the future. The world's best. Its been our dream and we'll accomplish it together one day. We'll have our dream dance room too. Grafitti all over, mirrors on the walls, and spotlights. 
In 2 weeks time, we'll be seeing B2ST together. We'll be at that concert, screaming our hearts out at the sight of our biases. Its not the fact that I'm seeing them, makes me happy. Its the fact that I'm seeing them with you. Without you, I think I wouldn't have enjoyed the concert. I might have gone with other people, but I still wouldn't enjoy it as much. Because you're the reason why my whole day just brightens up. & thats why I can't live without you. I wish we were siblings. Then I can be with you everyday. Then I can celebrate your birthday with you. Then I can do so much more things with you. But even if I'm not your sibling, I'm still very blessed to be your best friend. You are the best thing, thats ever been in my life. 
Happy birthday Su Hyun. I love you :) 
생일, 김수현. 사랑해요 


Love, Isabel.


특별한 오늘, 가장 행복했으면 합니다. 멋진 생일 보내세요!




Kim Su Hyun, my number one best friend, forever. 사랑해요 

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