Fly me to the stars and back again

Hi all. I'm back, after a week. 

So today was graduation. Big whoop? It was boring if you ask me. Graduation sort of pissed me off. We had to wear dresses and long socks. Then we had to look all formal, then sing on stage. Bleh. MCS Grad night was way more fun. We sang together, cried, went on stage, watched our friends perform etc. It lasted for like... 2hours+ But today's graduation lasted for only 45 minutes. I didn't like this year's so-called graduation. I didn't even cry. But right now, I'm listening to Lighters. Reading sad statuses on Facebook. And thinking about how much I'll miss SIS even though I've been there for 3months. Its pretty stupid to cry after graduation, but I can't help it. Rachel, Jose, Yee Cham and Darren are leaving SIS. I'll miss them, a lot. They may be my good friends, but we have memories together. And I'll always remember them. There are so many things I want to say about SIS. Many good things. I used to really hate this school. I was really pissed to be in Primary again. But nonetheless, it was all worth it. 

Just yesterday, everyone was so happy. Happy that school would soon be over, and that summer was coming. But today? Today, everyone's wish is for school to continue forever. The memories, the times. We'll always remember each other, no matter how far apart we may be. Its been an amazing 3 months for me here in SIS. Thanks to the awesomes and everyone else. I never thought I'd fit in or anything. I thought I'd just be the girl who blends in, but no. You guys made the 3 months for me here absolutely amazing. I'll miss all of you during summer. But no worries, we're still going to be in secondary together. It won't be the same, but we'll survive, because we're together. God, I should really stop being so emotional. Do I really cry that fucking easily. 

Point is, even though graudation today didn't leave a great impact on me, I'll always remember today. Where everyone united together on stage and sang. Together. SIS Primary, I'll miss you. 

My dad & stepmum didn't come today, it didn't really bother me. Its not liek my stepmum is my family or anything. And my dad was in China. But when we were walking down the stairs, my heart, sort of.. twitched? Seeing all the parents taking pictures of their children and I'm just there, knowing that I don't have anyone to turn and look to. There was a 1% chance that someone was going to be there for me, so when i was on stage, I looked everywhere. But no. No one was there. No one was there for me. I saw parents happily waving to their children, and I'm just one of those kids looking down and walking out alone. But I guess thats life.

I'm now a proud SIS graduate. But I'm still, an even prouder MCS graduate. MCS will forever be my favourite primary school. Lets just take SIS as a learning step. Or something.

I've stopped crying now, well at least I'm crying lesser than I was just now. 59% I'm crying because of MCS. The rest is because of SIS.  I'm pretty mean to say this huh? But sorry SIS-ians. I wasn't here for a very long time, but I enjoyed it. Thank you, SIS.