Thank you everyone who's been reading my blog since I first opened it. 2 years worth of good memories! But blogger's really screwing up all my posts so I've moved on to Wordpress where things are a thousand times more simpler. (Either that or I'm just really dumb when it comes to using Blogger.)
If you like reading my senseless posts and what not, you can read them at my Wordpress site.
http://undauntedsouls.wordpress.com/
Bye Blogger! ;) x
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Monday, July 2, 2012
Sup
Hi. So... My dad put parental controls on my computer again... I won't be able to blog that often ): I've got to use the guest account just to blog so yeah. (See what I do for my blog?) Anyway... Life's been, swell? Exams are over, I got promoted to Sec Two, hooray! Summer's here and my English course starts tomorrow... Heading to Singapore on July 15th and coming back on August 15th. Gonna go for a cruise with momsie and visit my relatives in M'sia! MBF (No I'm not telling you who he is) is coming back from his holidays soon yay :) Can't wait to go back to Singapore to see Su Hyun, all my neighbours, see my dear MCS & YCK friends :') Especially that sei chun (secret lalala) haha okaaaaay that's like, my Summer plans?
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2 days ago... My beloved uncle... Left us. He's gone to stay with God and I'm happy that he's in safe hands. I wasn't very close to him but he has helped my mom and I in many ways. Knowing that he's suddenly gone... I haven't seen him since CNY and I can't even attend the funeral. Nonetheless, people are bound to leave someday and if God thought that it was time for him to leave then... I'm glad. :)
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I've been thinking a lot lately. I don't want to hold on anymore because, it feels pointless to. I honestly don't want to go through the same thing all over again, man, I'm tired and I'm sick of all that drama. I guess I keep telling myself that it's going to pay off in the future, but what if it doesn't? Then doesn't that mean that I've been wasting my time? I know what it's like to hold on to something that'll never be yours and... I don't want to do that again. It's ridiuclous.
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My walls were built pretty goddamn high. Then, I lowered it, just a tad. Let someone new in, thinking that, hey, why not? Then... everything tumbles down on me again. Now, my walls are higher, stronger and behind those walls, stands a little fragile girl who's just afraid of letting history repeat itself.
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I'm insecure, over sensitive, but what can I do about it? I'll pretend that I'm happy for you two, I'll pretend that I'm fine with it but lol, honestly, I'm not.
I've got this mindset that, the best memories in life can never be replaced unless better ones are created. The best memories I've ever had are still lingering in my mind, I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know why. Sometimes I go all selfish and ask myself why I even bother helping them, why do I even care, it's not like it'll benefit me. Ugh this is so frustrating. If I never met you, if I never bothered talking to you, none of this would've happened. Why do I keep bringing things upon myself wtf. .... Then again, you've given me countless of happy memories, many devastating ones too of course, so I guess I'm happy that I got to know you.
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We all think that we're not good enough for somebody. I mean, I can never picture someone, looking at their phone and smiling, thinking about me, wishing that I could be theirs. Lol, that thought is absurb. It'd be nice to be someone's top priority wouldn't it? To be the first person that comes to mind when someone wakes up, to be the person who someone daydreams about all day, to be the first person that someone wants to talk to, the only person someone wants to talk to all day everyday. You'd feel so special, so appreciated, so... loved.
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I promised I'd never leave. But yet I feel that if I don't try to distance myself, I'll never get over it. You've given me a reason to hold on but yet... How can I be sure that I'll appear in your future? Right now she's the one that you want and... I don't know. I feel like I ought to give up but for some reason, I just can't.
Bye and have a great Summer! ;) x
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2 days ago... My beloved uncle... Left us. He's gone to stay with God and I'm happy that he's in safe hands. I wasn't very close to him but he has helped my mom and I in many ways. Knowing that he's suddenly gone... I haven't seen him since CNY and I can't even attend the funeral. Nonetheless, people are bound to leave someday and if God thought that it was time for him to leave then... I'm glad. :)
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I've been thinking a lot lately. I don't want to hold on anymore because, it feels pointless to. I honestly don't want to go through the same thing all over again, man, I'm tired and I'm sick of all that drama. I guess I keep telling myself that it's going to pay off in the future, but what if it doesn't? Then doesn't that mean that I've been wasting my time? I know what it's like to hold on to something that'll never be yours and... I don't want to do that again. It's ridiuclous.
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"It's like once you get hurt, you build these walls around you that you think will keep you from getting hurt again. You won't let anyone past them. You pass up good people and good opportunities because you're reminded of what happened to you in the past. But you're not the only hurting. You're hurting others, because they don't understand why they can't be part of your life. Just remember that one day you're going to have to get the strength to let these walls down if you ever want to be truly happy again."----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My walls were built pretty goddamn high. Then, I lowered it, just a tad. Let someone new in, thinking that, hey, why not? Then... everything tumbles down on me again. Now, my walls are higher, stronger and behind those walls, stands a little fragile girl who's just afraid of letting history repeat itself.
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"Yes, I'm scared, yes I'm jealous, I'm scared that you think she's pretty, I'm scared that you find her more interesting, I'm scared that you think she's so much better than me, I'm scared that you're gonna leave me soon. And yes, I'm jealous that she gets to see you, I'm jealous that you talked to her, I'm jealous that you had fun with her. I'm scared... I'm jealous. But that's only because you mean a lot to me. I'm scared that I'll lose you. I'm so scared that I won't matter as much to you. I'm so scared that we just won't be the same again. I'm so scared that everything's gonna change. So promise me. Promise me you won't leave. Because when I'm talking to you, you're the only person that exists in my world."----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I'm insecure, over sensitive, but what can I do about it? I'll pretend that I'm happy for you two, I'll pretend that I'm fine with it but lol, honestly, I'm not.
"But she said she's happy for me."
"Of course she's gonna say she's happy for you and fake a smile, but look deep into those eyes, you broke her."----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I've got this mindset that, the best memories in life can never be replaced unless better ones are created. The best memories I've ever had are still lingering in my mind, I can't stop thinking about it, I don't know why. Sometimes I go all selfish and ask myself why I even bother helping them, why do I even care, it's not like it'll benefit me. Ugh this is so frustrating. If I never met you, if I never bothered talking to you, none of this would've happened. Why do I keep bringing things upon myself wtf. .... Then again, you've given me countless of happy memories, many devastating ones too of course, so I guess I'm happy that I got to know you.
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We all think that we're not good enough for somebody. I mean, I can never picture someone, looking at their phone and smiling, thinking about me, wishing that I could be theirs. Lol, that thought is absurb. It'd be nice to be someone's top priority wouldn't it? To be the first person that comes to mind when someone wakes up, to be the person who someone daydreams about all day, to be the first person that someone wants to talk to, the only person someone wants to talk to all day everyday. You'd feel so special, so appreciated, so... loved.
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"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be."----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I promised I'd never leave. But yet I feel that if I don't try to distance myself, I'll never get over it. You've given me a reason to hold on but yet... How can I be sure that I'll appear in your future? Right now she's the one that you want and... I don't know. I feel like I ought to give up but for some reason, I just can't.
"I want to forget him. Like, right now, but I can't."
"There's really no shortcut to forgetting someone. You just have to endure missing them everyday until you don't anymore."----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Bye and have a great Summer! ;) x
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Godspell #1
Hi, quick update.
My Godspell dance audition is in EXACTLY 1 hour and 40 minutes from now.
I'm really nervous, really scared. There's gonna be a lot of professionals there who've been in tons of different perfoamnces/musicals and they have a whole lot of experience. And me? I shuffled across the school plaza and the carpet leading to VSA's hall. I'm really scared that I'm going to end up looking like a total noob there. I actually really want to get in and feel what it's like to be part of something important. I've always been too shy to take part in certain things but you know, life's short :) I'm praying so hard that I won't awkwardly embarrass myself there. I hope I do well enough for them to let me go through the auditions.
Wish me luck!
My Godspell dance audition is in EXACTLY 1 hour and 40 minutes from now.
I'm really nervous, really scared. There's gonna be a lot of professionals there who've been in tons of different perfoamnces/musicals and they have a whole lot of experience. And me? I shuffled across the school plaza and the carpet leading to VSA's hall. I'm really scared that I'm going to end up looking like a total noob there. I actually really want to get in and feel what it's like to be part of something important. I've always been too shy to take part in certain things but you know, life's short :) I'm praying so hard that I won't awkwardly embarrass myself there. I hope I do well enough for them to let me go through the auditions.
Wish me luck!
Friday, May 18, 2012
Pleasurable disgrace
I honestly don't get why some girls. Okay, why some PEOPLE, can't just realize that the person they're with just isn't the right one for them. Why are you still with a person who flirts with the opposite sex and takes you for granted? Seriously? You choose to like this one person who makes you so upset when there's one person out there who can make you feel at the top of the world. What logic is that? It's not worth it. It's quite stupid actually. Hah, then again, what am I saying? I liked a guy who wasn't worth my time. I took like, what, 5 months to get over him? The human heart is so fickle.
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Glimpse into the future #2
Carrying on from my Glimpse into the future post a few weeks back.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, relax, study, relax, study, study, relax, stay up, sleep.
Wake up, relax, study, relax, study, study, relax, stay up, sleep.
That's an average week for a student right? You're a student for how many years? At least 15.
Elementary, High School, College, University. And you study for? Right. To get a job. To succeed in life. To earn money. To make your parents proud. You live your own life for 15 years working so hard like a robot then you go and get a job.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, relax, relax,work, work, work, work, relax, work, work.
Wake up, relax, relax,work, work, work, work, relax, work, work.
That's an average life for an adult, correct me if I'm wrong. Why? To earn money for your bills. For your parents. And how long do you work? Till you die/reach the age of 60 or whatever the retirement age is. And BAM, 60 years of your life completely wasted. What do you do next? You're too old to go out partying, getting wasted and fooling around. All you do is just sit at home and watch old dramas and helping your children out finacially. What else do you do? Sleep? Shit? Eat? That's it. THAT'S. IT. Then you die. So I ask all of you. Really,
What's the use?
Glimpse into the future #2
Carrying on from my Glimpse into the future post a few weeks back.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, go to school, study, come home, study, break, study, break, study, sleep.
Wake up, relax, study, relax, study, study, relax, stay up, sleep.
Wake up, relax, study, relax, study, study, relax, stay up, sleep.
That's an average week for a student right? You're a student for how many years? At least 15.
Elementary, High School, College, University. And you study for? Right. To get a job. To succeed in life. To earn money. To make your parents proud. You live your own life for 15 years working so hard like a robot then you go and get a job.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, go to work, come back, eat, relax, work, work, work, sleep.
Wake up, relax, relax,work, work, work, work, relax, work, work.
Wake up, relax, relax,work, work, work, work, relax, work, work.
That's an average life for an adult, correct me if I'm wrong. Why? To earn money for your bills. For your parents. And how long do you work? Till you die/reach the age of 60 or whatever the retirement age is. And BAM, 60 years of your life completely wasted. What do you do next? You're too old to go out partying, getting wasted and fooling around. All you do is just sit at home and watch old dramas and helping your children out finacially. What else do you do? Sleep? Shit? Eat? That's it. THAT'S. IT. Then you die. So I ask all of you. Really,
What's the use?
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Thousand apologies
BACK IN BUSINESS BABY.
Haha yay I've finally got my blog back, anyone missed me? ;)
Lots of people have been telling me to blog about my Xi'An trip back in March but I'm sorry, I've forgotten all about it. But I promise to blog about my next WoW trip in Secondary 2!
Truly sorry for neglecting my blog and not asking my dad to release the parental controls earlier.
Quick update on my life since all of you are such stalkers HAHA JUST KIDDING.
I've got my SA2's in 2 weeks and I'm freaking out but I don't seem to be doing anything about it.
I've got a Summer programme in July, something related to Stanford, hah can't remember.
Back in March, like on March 31st, we had Sports Day and I got in for all my track events plus Javelin. Guess what. I WON AAAAALLLL! Okay not first place. Javelin- Bronze. 400m & 100m- Silver. 4x100m & 20th Anniversary race- Gold. Yep 5 medals my friends, all in one day and heck yeah I'm proud.
I've auditioned for a musical, "Godspell". Audition is this Sunday and I'm scared because I think that I'm going to look like such a loser with all the other pro dancers. Wish me luck!!!
And lastly, I've joined Nuffnang! You know, that thingamajig you see on top of my blog? Hopefully my blog will be popular enough to get selected for events and all. Nuffnang offers amazing things :)
It's Mother's Day today! What are you guys doing for your momsie? My mom's in Singapore, unforuntately. Can't spend Mother's Day with her, *le sobs*
I want to find a friend who's a glutton like me and just roam town with that friend and eat desserts from all sorts of shops. It might not just be one friend, it could be a whole group but I prefer just two people hahah, I'm like that. So if I ever do go around town, I'll be sure to bombard all of you with a ton of pictures :)
So many good movies coming out recently. Have you guys watch Marvel; The Avengers Assemble? IF YOU HAVEN'T YOU SHOULD. It's like the best movie ever made known to man, in my opinion.
I love Iron Man heheh he's so cool. I still want to watch Battleship, The Lorax, Titanic 3D, Dark Tide and Dark Shadows. Would you believe me if I told you I've never watched Titanic? Ever? Haha because I haven't. Oh well, I hope Dark Shadows will still be showing in cinemas when my exams are over. Like the second week of June. I highly doubt it but I've got my fingers crossed x
So I've got this whole stack of homework literally just WAITING for me. All due tomorrow gah, hate school. Thank you to everyone who still remembers my blog! So nice of all of you to keep pestering me to blog awww. But hey, like I said, I'M BACK IN BUSINESS ;)
Haha yay I've finally got my blog back, anyone missed me? ;)
Lots of people have been telling me to blog about my Xi'An trip back in March but I'm sorry, I've forgotten all about it. But I promise to blog about my next WoW trip in Secondary 2!
Truly sorry for neglecting my blog and not asking my dad to release the parental controls earlier.
Quick update on my life since all of you are such stalkers HAHA JUST KIDDING.
I've got my SA2's in 2 weeks and I'm freaking out but I don't seem to be doing anything about it.
I've got a Summer programme in July, something related to Stanford, hah can't remember.
Back in March, like on March 31st, we had Sports Day and I got in for all my track events plus Javelin. Guess what. I WON AAAAALLLL! Okay not first place. Javelin- Bronze. 400m & 100m- Silver. 4x100m & 20th Anniversary race- Gold. Yep 5 medals my friends, all in one day and heck yeah I'm proud.
I've auditioned for a musical, "Godspell". Audition is this Sunday and I'm scared because I think that I'm going to look like such a loser with all the other pro dancers. Wish me luck!!!
And lastly, I've joined Nuffnang! You know, that thingamajig you see on top of my blog? Hopefully my blog will be popular enough to get selected for events and all. Nuffnang offers amazing things :)
It's Mother's Day today! What are you guys doing for your momsie? My mom's in Singapore, unforuntately. Can't spend Mother's Day with her, *le sobs*
I want to find a friend who's a glutton like me and just roam town with that friend and eat desserts from all sorts of shops. It might not just be one friend, it could be a whole group but I prefer just two people hahah, I'm like that. So if I ever do go around town, I'll be sure to bombard all of you with a ton of pictures :)
So many good movies coming out recently. Have you guys watch Marvel; The Avengers Assemble? IF YOU HAVEN'T YOU SHOULD. It's like the best movie ever made known to man, in my opinion.
I love Iron Man heheh he's so cool. I still want to watch Battleship, The Lorax, Titanic 3D, Dark Tide and Dark Shadows. Would you believe me if I told you I've never watched Titanic? Ever? Haha because I haven't. Oh well, I hope Dark Shadows will still be showing in cinemas when my exams are over. Like the second week of June. I highly doubt it but I've got my fingers crossed x
So I've got this whole stack of homework literally just WAITING for me. All due tomorrow gah, hate school. Thank you to everyone who still remembers my blog! So nice of all of you to keep pestering me to blog awww. But hey, like I said, I'M BACK IN BUSINESS ;)
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Glimpse into the future
Sorry I haven’t blogged in forever.
This morning, I woke up thinking, “Oh goodness, it’s a Sunday morning, school tomorrow.” Then I realized that this routine’s gonna just keep on going every single day till I graduate and even then, I still have to face university and carry on the same routine. 2 days of rest per week and waking up bright in the morning on weekdays. It’s the same thing, Every. Single. Day. Then there’s homework, you get new ones every single day and you probably lose them a week after. We’re human beings, we’re not robots. Sure this is for education and we can’t do anything about it now but we can do something about it in the future if we try. In a few years when you’re done with all your studies, graduated from university, what are you going to be? A businessman? If so, do you realize you’ll still be working everyday and you’ll be loaded with even more work. What are you doing all this for? For fame? Money? Why do you need all that? To buy things? Superficial things? Handbags, makeup… Yes of course you’ll need to pay your bills and survive on food, that I’ll agree on. But what exactly are you going to do with life? Continue living like a robot till you’re old then die? Working is an exhausting thing, we can all agree on that right? It’s stressful and very troublesome. Why not get a job, something you like, so that when you wake up every morning, you’ll think, “Another great day doing great things.” instead of, “Same old day, same old things.” I’ve always thought about being a dancer but then I realized it wasn’t too realistic since I’m not even a very good dancer. Then I thought about being a lawyer, but it’s not something I really like, it’s something that will make my parents proud and it’ll make me rich. However, it doesn’t make me feel super happy, I doubt I’ll wake up saying, “Oh yay another day in the firm!” No, I won’t. But what about a pastor? I doubt there’s even a salary haha but who cares? It’s something that I like to do, it’s something that I WANT to do. Preaching God’s words and making people realize how much God has changed their lives and how much he’s done and sacrificed for us. I wouldn’t even call it a job, it’s more like a hobby in fact.
We are not robots. We were given life but it wasn’t meant to be changed this way. We aren’t supposed to be working out butts off and feeling unhappy about it. God made us. He made humans and gave us free will. Why did we change it into this horrible state? We aren’t supposed to have daily routines, and schedules. Our lives aren’t supposed to be planned out this way. We’re supposed to be out having fun doing what we want to do.
At the end of the day, “Another day of my life is gone…” NO. That’s NOT what God wanted you to think. “Tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my life.” THAT’S what God has in store for all of us. In case you guys don’t know, God loves you, God loves each and every one of you. He wasn’t nailed onto the cross for no reason. It was to pay for all the sins you’ve made in the past and all the sins you’re going to made in the future. God. Is. Good. YOU can change your own life. YOU can change your future. Only if you believe in God and believe that whatever he does is for your own good. Believe in him, have faith in him, let him take away all your fears. Do the unthinkable and change your own life. YOU are the pilot of your own life. YOU are the only person who can take charge of it. No one else can.
Are you ready to change your future?
This morning, I woke up thinking, “Oh goodness, it’s a Sunday morning, school tomorrow.” Then I realized that this routine’s gonna just keep on going every single day till I graduate and even then, I still have to face university and carry on the same routine. 2 days of rest per week and waking up bright in the morning on weekdays. It’s the same thing, Every. Single. Day. Then there’s homework, you get new ones every single day and you probably lose them a week after. We’re human beings, we’re not robots. Sure this is for education and we can’t do anything about it now but we can do something about it in the future if we try. In a few years when you’re done with all your studies, graduated from university, what are you going to be? A businessman? If so, do you realize you’ll still be working everyday and you’ll be loaded with even more work. What are you doing all this for? For fame? Money? Why do you need all that? To buy things? Superficial things? Handbags, makeup… Yes of course you’ll need to pay your bills and survive on food, that I’ll agree on. But what exactly are you going to do with life? Continue living like a robot till you’re old then die? Working is an exhausting thing, we can all agree on that right? It’s stressful and very troublesome. Why not get a job, something you like, so that when you wake up every morning, you’ll think, “Another great day doing great things.” instead of, “Same old day, same old things.” I’ve always thought about being a dancer but then I realized it wasn’t too realistic since I’m not even a very good dancer. Then I thought about being a lawyer, but it’s not something I really like, it’s something that will make my parents proud and it’ll make me rich. However, it doesn’t make me feel super happy, I doubt I’ll wake up saying, “Oh yay another day in the firm!” No, I won’t. But what about a pastor? I doubt there’s even a salary haha but who cares? It’s something that I like to do, it’s something that I WANT to do. Preaching God’s words and making people realize how much God has changed their lives and how much he’s done and sacrificed for us. I wouldn’t even call it a job, it’s more like a hobby in fact.
We are not robots. We were given life but it wasn’t meant to be changed this way. We aren’t supposed to be working out butts off and feeling unhappy about it. God made us. He made humans and gave us free will. Why did we change it into this horrible state? We aren’t supposed to have daily routines, and schedules. Our lives aren’t supposed to be planned out this way. We’re supposed to be out having fun doing what we want to do.
At the end of the day, “Another day of my life is gone…” NO. That’s NOT what God wanted you to think. “Tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my life.” THAT’S what God has in store for all of us. In case you guys don’t know, God loves you, God loves each and every one of you. He wasn’t nailed onto the cross for no reason. It was to pay for all the sins you’ve made in the past and all the sins you’re going to made in the future. God. Is. Good. YOU can change your own life. YOU can change your future. Only if you believe in God and believe that whatever he does is for your own good. Believe in him, have faith in him, let him take away all your fears. Do the unthinkable and change your own life. YOU are the pilot of your own life. YOU are the only person who can take charge of it. No one else can.
Are you ready to change your future?
Monday, March 12, 2012
A trip into the past
For some odd reason, I miss Su Hyun, like a lot. Thinking back on all our good times... I still don't know how I was ever able to let that all go.
I remember during our sleepovers, she'd come over at around 11am, we'd talk a bit and start playing music then dance to it. We'd dance to Soom, Shock, Clap and Supa Luv. After dancing, we'd have lunch, cheese macaroni! We'd sit at my tiny white table in my room on the blue and red chairs. After that, we'd use the computer for awhile, watching videos of B2ST and Teentop. We'd talk, make jokes, spazz. Then time will fly till 3pm, we'll head downstairs with the CDs and my radio, we'd dance in the open space and we couldn't care less on who was watching us. Once, we danced infront of an Indian wedding. Sometimes we'd use Su Hyun's phone and take videos of ourselves dancing, we'd re-watch them then laugh at ourselves. I was really camera shy so I didn't take many photos with her, which is one of my biggest regrets. We'd play downstairs till 6pm and run back home, take a shower cause we're all sweaty. We'd sit down in my air-conditioned room and watch some more YouTube videos then my mon would bring us out for BBQ Chicken. On our way there, we'd sing random songs and say "Bam bam bam, bam bam bam bam, bam bam bam basakan~" We'd order the same things at the restaurant and Su Hyun would awkwardly eat her meal because my mom was always scolding me. After dinner, we'd go home, get ready for bed but instead of sleeping, we'd hide under the covers and chit chat till we were sure everyone was asleep. Then, we'd sneak out my computer and watch more videos till like 4am. The next morning, we'd wake up at like 9am, eat Ramen in the living room while watching videos. Dance a bit, spazz a bit. We'd also make mango pudding and eat it while watching videos.
Sigh, our sleepovers were one of the best things that ever happened to me.
Last day in MCS, Su Hyun and I spent the whole day with each other. We roamed around the school and recalled all our old memories. Walked past classrooms, cried and gave hugs to everyone. We'd sit in the canteen by ourselves and just do our normal conversations and say bye to everyone who left. We went to the bookstore and bough ourselves two markers, mines gold and hers is silver. A symbol of our friendship. Then we wrote on each other's PE shirt. I still have it and I treasure it so much. We'd stay back in school and spend our last hours in MCS in the dance room dancing away.
My life in MCS was complete because of her.
Our first concert together was B2ST's fan-meet. She came over in the afternoon and we just lazed around in my house for awhile then we went to her house. Her mom brought us to the Max Pavillion and dropped us off. We were so happy, our first time meeting our idols!!!!! During the concert, I cried so much, shouting "HYUNSEUNG HYUNSEUNG HYUNSEUNG!!!!!!" I bet Su Hyun will never forget that I cried because of an idol. I remember how we were all screaming when they started singing. It just brought back so many childhood memories that I treasure so dearly. After the concert, we met with Su Hyun's mom and headed for a Korean BBQ dinner where I tried kimchi for the first time and even after soaking it in cold water, I still couldn't stand it. I'll never forget how Su Hyun and her mom kept laughing. Then, her mom brough us for karaoke but I kept silent the whole time because I was so shy and mainly because I couldn't sing! Let alone sing Korean words. Nonetheless I had so much fun with Su Hyun that night.
During my Summer break, I spent a lot of time with Su Hyun, we watched Voyage De La Vie together and I kept snacking, I brought tiny cereal boxes and shared them with her. By the time she got home, it was already midnight. Su Hyun and I always met, in the bushman library... In J8... We went to Comic Collections (?) together and soazzed over soooo many things. I bought a One Piece wallet in the end and I'm still using it up to this very day. It's the wallet I bought with Su Hyun :')
So many memories with Su Hyun... Don't even get me started on our memories that happened before P6. There's just too many. Sorry if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes, I typed everything out on my iTouch Su Hyun, thank you so much for all these amazing memories, thank you so much for being the world's greatest best friend! You are the cutest, silliest yet most adorable tard ever! But I'm so glad that you're my best friend :'D Love you soooooo much! :')
I remember during our sleepovers, she'd come over at around 11am, we'd talk a bit and start playing music then dance to it. We'd dance to Soom, Shock, Clap and Supa Luv. After dancing, we'd have lunch, cheese macaroni! We'd sit at my tiny white table in my room on the blue and red chairs. After that, we'd use the computer for awhile, watching videos of B2ST and Teentop. We'd talk, make jokes, spazz. Then time will fly till 3pm, we'll head downstairs with the CDs and my radio, we'd dance in the open space and we couldn't care less on who was watching us. Once, we danced infront of an Indian wedding. Sometimes we'd use Su Hyun's phone and take videos of ourselves dancing, we'd re-watch them then laugh at ourselves. I was really camera shy so I didn't take many photos with her, which is one of my biggest regrets. We'd play downstairs till 6pm and run back home, take a shower cause we're all sweaty. We'd sit down in my air-conditioned room and watch some more YouTube videos then my mon would bring us out for BBQ Chicken. On our way there, we'd sing random songs and say "Bam bam bam, bam bam bam bam, bam bam bam basakan~" We'd order the same things at the restaurant and Su Hyun would awkwardly eat her meal because my mom was always scolding me. After dinner, we'd go home, get ready for bed but instead of sleeping, we'd hide under the covers and chit chat till we were sure everyone was asleep. Then, we'd sneak out my computer and watch more videos till like 4am. The next morning, we'd wake up at like 9am, eat Ramen in the living room while watching videos. Dance a bit, spazz a bit. We'd also make mango pudding and eat it while watching videos.
Sigh, our sleepovers were one of the best things that ever happened to me.
Last day in MCS, Su Hyun and I spent the whole day with each other. We roamed around the school and recalled all our old memories. Walked past classrooms, cried and gave hugs to everyone. We'd sit in the canteen by ourselves and just do our normal conversations and say bye to everyone who left. We went to the bookstore and bough ourselves two markers, mines gold and hers is silver. A symbol of our friendship. Then we wrote on each other's PE shirt. I still have it and I treasure it so much. We'd stay back in school and spend our last hours in MCS in the dance room dancing away.
My life in MCS was complete because of her.
Our first concert together was B2ST's fan-meet. She came over in the afternoon and we just lazed around in my house for awhile then we went to her house. Her mom brought us to the Max Pavillion and dropped us off. We were so happy, our first time meeting our idols!!!!! During the concert, I cried so much, shouting "HYUNSEUNG HYUNSEUNG HYUNSEUNG!!!!!!" I bet Su Hyun will never forget that I cried because of an idol. I remember how we were all screaming when they started singing. It just brought back so many childhood memories that I treasure so dearly. After the concert, we met with Su Hyun's mom and headed for a Korean BBQ dinner where I tried kimchi for the first time and even after soaking it in cold water, I still couldn't stand it. I'll never forget how Su Hyun and her mom kept laughing. Then, her mom brough us for karaoke but I kept silent the whole time because I was so shy and mainly because I couldn't sing! Let alone sing Korean words. Nonetheless I had so much fun with Su Hyun that night.
During my Summer break, I spent a lot of time with Su Hyun, we watched Voyage De La Vie together and I kept snacking, I brought tiny cereal boxes and shared them with her. By the time she got home, it was already midnight. Su Hyun and I always met, in the bushman library... In J8... We went to Comic Collections (?) together and soazzed over soooo many things. I bought a One Piece wallet in the end and I'm still using it up to this very day. It's the wallet I bought with Su Hyun :')
So many memories with Su Hyun... Don't even get me started on our memories that happened before P6. There's just too many. Sorry if there are any grammar or spelling mistakes, I typed everything out on my iTouch Su Hyun, thank you so much for all these amazing memories, thank you so much for being the world's greatest best friend! You are the cutest, silliest yet most adorable tard ever! But I'm so glad that you're my best friend :'D Love you soooooo much! :')
Friday, March 2, 2012
Off & Away
Hey guys!
IT'S FINALLY THE DAY THAT WE GO TO XI ANNNNN! :)
heheheh soooo happy! Anyway, I'm not leaving the house till 11am so I'm taking my time to blog.
I don't have much to say... But to those having their exams, like the S4s, GOOD LUCK! And to all the others who aren't going to Xi An, hope you have loads of fun too! (unlikely, since we're all not there!)
I've been watching Hell's Kitchen a lot and listening to a ton of G.NA songs, sigh, she's so beautiful, she's blessed with an angel's voice :')
Junwen helped me download two games into my PSP, Patapon and Persona 3 and I swear I'm addicted to Persona 3. That's why my PSP has no more battery... But, THANK YOU JUNWEN! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUU! Indebted to you for life broski :')
Okay I'm off to download more songs to listen to on board the plane. Bye!
IT'S FINALLY THE DAY THAT WE GO TO XI ANNNNN! :)
heheheh soooo happy! Anyway, I'm not leaving the house till 11am so I'm taking my time to blog.
I don't have much to say... But to those having their exams, like the S4s, GOOD LUCK! And to all the others who aren't going to Xi An, hope you have loads of fun too! (unlikely, since we're all not there!)
I've been watching Hell's Kitchen a lot and listening to a ton of G.NA songs, sigh, she's so beautiful, she's blessed with an angel's voice :')
Junwen helped me download two games into my PSP, Patapon and Persona 3 and I swear I'm addicted to Persona 3. That's why my PSP has no more battery... But, THANK YOU JUNWEN! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUU! Indebted to you for life broski :')
Okay I'm off to download more songs to listen to on board the plane. Bye!
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