Okay so I'm going to blog about a few things today.
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1. I realized a lot of my so-called friends... No.. accquaintences, dislike me.Of course it happens to me in Singapore too but when those sluts bitch about it, they do it disecretly. What's saddening is how I've been insulted face to face in Hong Kong. It's almost like people here don't give a shit to your feelings. Other people's sadness seems to bring joy to them, as though it's supposed to be funny that you hurt someone? It's like, insulting people and making them feel bad is a must. There's something very wrong with SIS... In some ways, MCS and YCKSS are much better schools than SIS.
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2. I re-read my past conversations with a certain someone just now and it's quite saddening how I'm not going to be able to re-live those moments. To clear things up, I don't like him anymore. No feelings, zilch. I just miss how we used to be. I miss how I used to have someone who said the sweetest things to me, just to make my day but nah... That's never going to happen again, considering how all the guys in my grade are such awkward hermit crabs.
"If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday, to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine."
"Knowing that I can chat with you online is the only reason why i get out of bed, knowing that I'll see you in school is the only reason why I go there, knowing that you are happy is the only reason why I'm happy, knowing that you love me is the only reason why I'm still alive."
I miss the memories. Nothing more.
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3. I haven't done this for quite a logn time. Schedule of the week!
Tuesday- Cross Roads! It's to learn how refugees live and stuff. Which means no lessons! :) & I'm doing my Geography project after school. *sighs*
Wednesday- Netball match... I'm quite scared. Considering how the only good players in the entire netball CCA are Kirsten, Amelia & Yatlai. I feel so suck compared to them... They've been playing netball for so long... & Humanities evening. Up till today, I still don't know what that is. I think it's to showcase our projects? OH INTERCLASS BADMINTON COMPETITION STARTS ON WEDNESDAY TOO....
Thursday- Stupiak Netball CCA that I want to quit. I'll be ditching though, cause I have to complete my Geography project.
Friday- Dinner @ le best friend's house then RIVER!!!! :) Hehehe yayy
Saturday- Hopefully going out?
Sunday- CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH. I'm defos going this week, I don't care if I'm sick or tired.
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4. Xi'An trip! My school organized a school trip, it's called WoW trip.
We're going to Xi'An! Whoop! We're staying in a hotel too, which means we get to eat hotel breakfast and hotel breakfasts are always the best. Rooming with Vicky & Karina! We managed to get the three-bed room. (Eh no dirty thoughts.) Hahah I'm excited for some reason. 12 more days to Xi'An yaaaay
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5. I might be leaving for Malaysia next year... Believe me, I don't want to go. I really want to stay in SIS (i think?) There are a lot of downsides in SIS. So many change is good but... I'm tired. I'm tired of constantly migrating, making new friends then leaving them one by one. Friends that are dear to me. To be honest, I wouldn't mind leaving... I'd just miss my freedom, and like a couple of friends.
I don't know, my mind's a whirl. Sure I miss staying with my mother. And I even have a new house in Malaysia, and my room's in a Korean design, what's not to love about that? Ugh I wish my life didn't have this much bullcrap going on. I've been through enough, I don't want to go through more.--------------------------
6. Caught up on all my One Piece & Fairy Tail episodes. And watched One Piece movie 10 "Strong World" (Thank you Hui Lynn for the awesome link!) Fairy Tail episode 114 made me tear up ahhaha it was really sweet. Not sure why I even included this in a point... Anime ftw? :)
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7. Signed up for Interclass Badminton competition. Uhm my class is again S1K (wah shit) Compeition starts on Wednesday. Signed up for 100m & 200m for Sports Day that's going to take place in April. So wish me luck? Really hope I get to win something this year, like a bronze at least ahah. Good luck to me.
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My dad's been screaming at me for 5 minutes to eat dinner now so bye :)
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