Judgemental society

We're being judged all day everyday.

Because our society is full of judgemental assholes.

Who are we kidding.

Everyone in this world judges you no matter what you're like.

Words hurt.

 It feels that nowadays, whatever you say or do.

You will get judged.

You will get insulted.

People will start criticizing you.

You wonder why some people end up cutting and committing suicide?

It's because they're so weak and fragile inside. Every single insult that they've tolerated builds up day by day and it kills them so much till one they, they just go crazy and do the scariest things.

People are never what they seem to be.

Happy on the outside, but on the inside... We're all hiding a dirty little secret.

A secret that we're all too scared to share because of the judgemental bastards of this century.

If you're skinny, you end up being called malnutritioned. If you're not, you're called fat. If you wear revealing clothes, you're automatically a slut, if you wear too much, you're weird. If you put make up on, you're a fake, if you don't, you're ugly. 

We're wondering why so many teenagers die everyday.

Why you ask?

You DARE ask WHY?

Society. Is the answer.

Society kills many.

Some people wonder why others smoke, do drugs, ink and drink till they're drunk.

But have you ever asked yourself,

Would they have done it...

If their friends hadn't said, 

"Hah. Coward."

"Loser."

"Chicken."

"Pussy." 

And you wonder why girls put on so much make up?

Because they're fucking, insecure.

And you can't blame them because YOU're the ones that's causing them to be like that.

"Ugh look at her, so ugly." <- No make up.

"Major slut, look at the make up she's wearing." <- With make up.

Seriously? What the heck does society want from us?! 

Let me ask you, is there anything wrong with people wanting to look more beautiful?

Is there anything wrong with people who want to feel better about themselves?

When people go on a diet, they don't do it just because they feel that they should. 

90% of teenagers do it because of weight insults.

Been there, done that.

Yes, I have been insulted on my weight before.

"Oh my god Isabel you're so fat now."

"Woah you gained so much weight."

"Hey, when did you become so fat?"

"Isabel's so fat now."

These thoughts are constantly being replayed in my mind over and over again. Sometimes, I can't stand it and I feel like "Fuck the world. Might as well just end 2012 by myself." 

Yes, suicide thoughts. I've starved myself a lot and because of that, I'm getting stomachaches almost every single day. My stomach growls 24/7 and it hurts so much when I go to sleep but I keep thinking, "NO. You can't eat. You're going to grow fat and ugly and everyone's going to insult you."

I'm extremely self-conscious. I want to look good. I want to be like those pretty skinny girls with super photogenic looks but I'm fucking not. I've been judged... A thousand times. Being constantly called a slut and a flirt for hanging out with too many boys. Being called a "tomboy" because I love watching football and I love sports. The fuck?

What has the world turned into?

So in my conclusion?

This society, 

HAS been.

CURRENTLY is.

FOREVER and ALWAYS

WILL be.

A society full of judgemental assholes.