Twenty Twelve - 2012

Hey! 
Happy 2012 everyone!
I really hope that 2012 is going to be one kickass year because 2011 was probably one of the shittiest years of my life.
And here's the story of my 2011 life.


January- You could say I was more on the rebellious side. I got to mix with guys and all after being in an all-girls school. Started swearing a lot more too. I became good friends with my seniors, 15 year old ones. Hung out with guys who smoked and drank, guys who skipped classes and all that shit. Lied to my mother about staying back to hang out with them. Went to school early to chill. How I got to know them? I don't know... On the 2nd day of orientation, the whole basketball team just came up to me during dinner and started talking to me so I became friends with them. Yeah so I got to know this guy who I talked to a lot. Texted my seniors in class, slept through class, didn't do homework... And I was surprisingly able to get highest for some of my subject. Pure luck, I say.


February- Still mixed with the same group of people and my seniors. Then my mum found out. THEN. My life changed. It went on this major downhill ride. My mum went through a lot of life shit and I went through it too. Life was so tough for me. My mom didn't let me mix with my seniors so I was left with the S1s. Okay so I still talked to guys and my mum didn't like it! Which meant I wasn't allowed to text any male at all! She's always confiscated my phone and computer so it didn't really matter /: Then nearing the end of Feb, I moved to Hong Kong to be with my dad. (I told you. 2011=Worst year ever) But I'm glad I got to know people from Yio Chu Kang cause they're really nice.


March- Okay so I'm in Hong Kong. Life's cool. I've got the freedom to play computer all day and I had an iMac in my room which made my life really luxurious compared to Singapore. Spent a lot of time looking for a school to go to. I really hated Singapore International at first. I REALLY HATED IT. I really didn't want to go to the school. I was dying to go to Canadian Int. But fate brought me to Singapore Int and I'm glad it did. I spent all my time before that webcaming with my friend, Danielle and it brought us really close together. I talked alot to my brother, Guo Fu too. But I guess abscence pulled us all apart. I spent ALL my time talking to Su Hyun. Best friends man! Nearing the end of March, I started school at Singapore International School.


April- First official month at Singapore Int. Okay so far so good. I've got pretty cool friends but I still miss Singapore. Went to Ocean Park to bond with them and it really brought me closer to them! And I guess April was a very important month to me too because I met this guy who taught me the meaning of happiness. Okay yeah I had a crush oh him, big deal. 


May -> June- In May, we confessed to each other, and apparently he liked me too so me = happygirl98. These few months were fine, school as per normal. But he made it the BEST months of my life. Literally, BEST. Words absolutely cannot explain how well he treated me. The girl who marries him is one lucky chic. He really makes you feel like the luckiest girl in the world.


July -> September - Summer holiday. I had one of my biggest fights with Su Hyun but I'm glad it's over now. I'm not going to go on explaining how my holiday was because that's going to be very boring. But here's what I'm going to talk about. On September 27th (yes I remember very clearly) he told me that it was over. Like he and I were friends to him now. Yup so my life went from super lucky to shittier than a shithole. School started and I couldn't be bothered. Life from then on was almost meaningless to me. I was just so upset...


October- Still had bloody feelings for him. What was wrong with me? Seriously. I don't remember what October was like. But you know, I was trying all I could to avoid him. Oh goodness, enough about that ass. I got to become closer to some amazing people like, Shu Shu, Magdalene, Jun Ji, Alex, Eric, Marcus and my husband, Gordon! I guess you could say Gordon kind of reminds me of him because we talk everyday but he's just not him. I mean he doesn't talk to me the way that the other guy and I used to talk.


November- Yes, I still had feelings for him. But I'm glad that it started fading away. Life was boring, Secondary school was hard. Nothing much really happened.


December- Hello last month of 2011. Time flies so fast. Okay holiday in Singapore/Malaysia yeah yeah you all know that. Then last day of 2011, countdown to 2012... 5....4..3..2..1...


It's 2012 :-)


My new year's resolution is to give myself a second chance a life. You know, meet new people and work harder.
"I want to fall in love this year. A relationship that will last, a relationship that's worth fighting for." - fxtg88k
I saw this on Twitter and this is something I want too. 


Happy 2012 everyone :') Let's make 2012 the most amazing year ever.