Saturday, October 22, 2011

Nothing's right

Don't know why everyone seems to be going through my past right now. Last night, my friend texted me at 11pm. Cause her parents were fighting and she needed someone to talk to. And she was so scared that her parents would go through a divorce and all that shit. And my dear Chameleon's going through this crap too, her dad's being all not carey-ish and her brother's being a dickhead. 
I just want to tell the both of you and anyone else out there, that, whenever your parents fight.. You can't blame yourself immediately. In fact, its not even your fault. Arguments begin because people start them. And don't even try to get yourself involved and try to be the peacemaker. Trust me, you'll just make things worse for your parents, you, everyone. Parents don't enjoy arguing, its just.. happens. I can't blame any of you for feeling insecure or being pissed at one parents or thinking that someone in the family "caused" the argument. Its only human. And don't say I don't know what you're going through, cause I've been through it. I've been through 8 fucking years of it.
Chameleon, you can't blame your dad for smoking anymore. Its a really hard habit to kick and if he just wants to keep smoking, let him be. Your dad might laugh at what you're trying to tell him.. but what if he feels really hurt inside? After all, fathers don't show their true feelings out. And if you ever feel really pissed at your dad cause you think he does nothing at all, think to yourself. Without your dad, would you even be able to afford education? To have shelter? Your dad has been working from morning to night, non-stop. Putting up with all his superiors crap. And when he finally gets his pay... you know what he does? He doesn't go out and buy himself a new convertible. He pays all of the house bills, tuitions bills and everything else. He has to work really hard and is under a lot of stress too.
But your mum is under a lot of stress too, she has to work and do chores for the whole family. Basically, both your parents are doing a lot for you. So, just remind yourself about how much your parents do for you when you ever get pissed at them. Cheer up alright! :-) 
Family shit happens every once in awhile. As children, we're just gonna have to suck it and endure it. 


Continuing with the 10 Day Blog Challenge..
Day 9: 9 injuries you’ve had.
1- When I was really young, I was riding my Heeles (its a shoe with a wheel underneath) and I was going up a slope but I fell down. I had a really long scar but its gone now.
2- In P1, I fell down during a game of catch and got a really deep wound. Still visible.
3- In P5, i was playing catch with my neighbours and i slipped and I hit my head on a brick. I had a blood clot..
4 to 8- In SIS, I fell down. My P1 wound opened up again, had scratches on my back, on my palm, and my right knee had three long scratches. Those really hurt. And I received all of them in my first week of school on the same day.
I honestly can't remember anymore. 
Chameleon and I have been talking a lot these days and its bringing back so many memories. I miss going insane over One Piece. Now that I've watched it till the latest episode... my life feels incomplete. Then Code Geass came into my life.. then it disappeared. Fairy Tail came and left too. All the good animes are disappearing.. Well, One Piece will forever be the best anime to me. 
Plan for today, do my English Project, maybe try to watch Bleach? and print out photos to stick on my wall. Thats about it.. Hope I can find a new anime to watch though. Bleach is kinda scary... The monster faces are just so. Creepy o-o
Bye-yum!

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