30 in 1

ONE-MONTH CHALLENGE

1. name, age, birthday, hobbies, favorite music

Name- Isabel Tan Hui Shan

Age- 13

Birthday- 29th August 1998

Hobbies- Dancing, Rap, Tounge Twisters, SLEEPING & EATING & Twitter! 

Favourite music- BoA, SHINee, B2ST, Eminem, Skrillex

2. the meaning behind your blog url.

When we were still together, we listened to the song "Lighters" alot. And one of Bruno Mars' lines are "All I want to see, is a sky full of lighters." The song meant a lot to me. Therefore, "skyfullof--lighters

3. how have you changed in the past 2 years.

I was P5 two years ago, so I guess.. I've matured alot. To be honest. Back then I used to be a major wannabe and I was so annoying. Looking back at myself, I wouldn't even have befriended me if I was someone else. I've definitely grown a lot taller and my flawless skin plus skinny body is gone :-( I was actually really skinny back then. I used to be... 25kg back then? I'm like 30 now. Ugh

4. what you wear to bed.

Plain home clothes! I'm very dirty like that, but all's cool!

5. something that pisses you off.

WANNABES AND FUCKING COPYCATS. Like jeez guys get a sense of originality please? I just hate it when I do something and suddenly EVERY FUCKING PERSON does it. The fuck... I get so pissed at those bloody bastards that I feel like going up to them and punching them in the face with a brick while screaming "GET. A. FUCKING. LIFE" I get really pissed at these people, as you can tell by my awkward ranting. 

6. talk about the first time you met your friends.

Play school! :') Met my first best friend who was actually a guy! Ricky Xin. Dude we used to be so cute together hahaha, but seriously. We were best friends since play school! We're still kinda close now. We don't hang out as much but I know his family really well and I know what kind of a guy he is. 

7.five things that irritate you about the same sex? opposite sex?

Same sex: 

1) Act pretty girls who like to camwhore thinking they're so pretty but they look like a piece of shit. 

2) Those girls who like to squeeze their mouth to one side like hippo and think they're allll that. 

3) Girls who put a dp of themselves and when someone compliments them, they say "OMG NOO I'M SO UGLY!" The fuck... 

4) Step ah-lians who love to swear and act like a gangster. So unattractive. 

5)  Bitches. 'Nuff said.

Opposite sex: 

1) Guys who love to cheat and flirt. In other words, playboys.

2) Guys who cross the line with their dirty-minded-ness. I can't stand it at times. 

3) Gossip bitchass guys. Too girly kinda guys.

4) THOSE SUPER INSENSITIVE AND UNSENTIMENTAL GUYS. FUCK YOU. 

5) Bastards. 'Nuff said.

8. screenshot your desktop.

But I'm too lazy...

9. your opinion on cheating on people.

YOU ARE HEREBY NEVER FORGIVEN.

10. you favorite song and why it’s your favorite song.

.. Eh eh eh this is so hard! T_T I love Mighty To Save by Hillsong United. But I also love When I'm Gone by Eminem. And I'm definitely in love with Energetic & Eat You Up by BoA.

Hm, I guess my current favourite song is Energetic. BoA's my idol. She's been my idol since I was 7. She's super talented and has been through a long way in the music industry. Energetic is an English song but BoA is a korean singer. She actually learns english and happens to be quite fluent in it. She released an American album and Energetic is one of the songs in it. Plus, Energetic is a really amazing song. Love it.

11. the best thing that happened to you this week.

I saw him on Skype, and we kinda talked.. :') The video was turned on so I could see his face and it felt like old times. I felt like dying when I saw his face. It really brought back a lot of memories for me. 

12. ten things about you that people wouldn’t expect.

1) I wanted to be a police woman when I was younger..... xD 

2) I happen to love English. Just sayin'

3) There was a time when I really doubted if Jesus existed.

4) Family issues that I do NOT want to talk about.

5) I studied for yesterday's Math test! (What? Isabel studied? No you gotta be kiddin...) I really did study! :-D 

6) I actually happen to hate a lot of people but I honestly don't like hating them... but I just do! T_T

7) A LOT OF PEOPLE HATE ME. YES, THEY DO. And I'm going to clear this up once and for all for all my sweet anons on FS. No, I'm not that lovable Isabel you guys know. No, I'm not kind, not funny, no I'm sorry, I'm not. A LOT of people hate me and I don't feel good about that but thats just what life is. A lot of people gossip about me and they hate me, I happen to know that for a fact. So please, stop thinking of me as a role model of yours.

8) I used to be the most annoying person on earth who was a stuck up wannabe and step ah lian. Yes, that was me in the beginning of 2011. But I've changed :-) 

9) I'm actually a girly girl on the inside. Sometimes I dress up and wear skirts, ponder over what I want to wear, camwhore

10) I get pissed very easily. SUPER easily. TOO easily, in fact. And sometimes I cry when I get too pissed. Either that or I can't differentiate whether I'm pissed or sad...

13. what kind of person attracts you.

I swear, I love this one. Kekekeke. Perfect guy... Gee a perfect guy just left me T_T 

Dances, enjoys rapping, sensitive, sweet, sentimental, someone who looks like a girl(Omg Taemin... ToT) , cute, asian! Really nice to talk to, has an amazing smile :') And definitely my guy best friend. Thats my dream guy.

14. five things you want to say to five people.

Su Hyun- We're forever nakama alright :') love you always!

Victoria- Veec! Ah I have so much to thank you for. But mainly, thank you for being there for me during the toughest period of my life. I really appreciate it :')

Gigi- Gi! Lol I know you won't read this but, just wanna say thanks for being my best-neighbour-friend! We're like sisters who have different mothers, eh? I know your parents.. you know mine.. We've gone through so much together! You're the first person I've gone out with, everything! Really appreciate you going through so much with me too. Love our h2hs!

Emmanuel- Uh so this is awkward.... I'm 101% sure you don't read my blog but I just have to say this. I do appreciate and cherish all our memories. Everything. But, I didn't cherish you, thats for sure. And I regret it. I regret it so much... I'm sorry. Believe me, if I could turn back time, I'd turn back time till the days when we were really close. 

Awesomes- Nawh I just love you guys :') It just can't be expressed through words.

--- I actually have more to say but there's a 5 person limit /: ----

15. something you hate.

MY BROTHER CRYING. LIKE RIGHT NOW. I swear I can't stand it. When he cries I just feel like punching him. Its so screechy and loud and ugh I can''t concentrate and I get in a bad mood. I don't mean normal crying. I mean INTENSE crying. SO LOUD. SO SCREECHY. He basically falls to the floor and kicks everything and throws everything you give to him. I hate how he's so spoilt. Horrible parenting if you ask me.

16. something you love.

DANCE. I'd marry dance forever if I could :-) I'm not a "pro" at dance but I can shuffle so I'm a noob! 

17. the person you like and why you like them.

Lee Taemin. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Cutest & hottest & sexiest & sweetest person alive. 'Nuff said 

18. your last kiss.

My brother! ♡

19. your opinion on religion.

Was a Christian, Now a Christian, Forever a Christian. Team Jesus forever.

20. your opinion on drugs

I hate pills.... I don't like it when people take them but everyone has their reasons, so I can't blame them.

21. your opinion on alcohol.
What about it? ;-) I'll be in love with it one day. 

22. the last fight or argument you had.
Alex that bastard took my beats.. well not my beats. Uh the soft part of the beats came off and he picked it up, I teased it and he tried pissing me off. That thing meant a lot to me... family issues. So when he finally returned it to me, he threw it and it landed in a puddle of water. So I got really pissed at him but we didn't fight.. but I was REALLY pissed. But we're cool now. He my best friend ✌✌✌✌✌ 

23. your family is like (siblings).
Step younger sister. Step younger brother. Step mom. Dad, mum. No questions please. I'll punch you.

24. the nicest thing you’ve ever done.
I'm not even nice... o-o

25. something you’re really excited for.
HALLOWEEN, eeps! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

26. three pictures of yourself.
Just look at the left hand side of my blog.

27. something you’re worrying about.
The swim meet. I'm really scared I'll turn out last cause I happen to suck at swimming.

28. two good things that happened recently.

1) My maths test wasn't as hard as I thought it was! Maybe cause I studied? I only didn't know how to do 2 questions. Its an improvement!

2) My dad's proud of me for studying :-) 

29. three things you want to change about yourself.1) I want to mature... I'm sick and tired of myself. So childish. Ugh. So yeah I'm definitely going to mature, even if it kills me. 

2) Fuccccking lose weight. I'm going to lose as much weight as possible. What happened to skinny Isabel that only weighed 29.8kg!!! :'(

3) I want to be nicer to everyone. I get pissed way to easily

30. how you’ve changed this month.

I've matured. Indeed I have. After going through all that crap in September... I've matured. Mentally. Not sure about physically. But I'm just glad I did.

So there you have it! Ah this took so long to type. I had to keep changing the fonts and the text size.. Hope you guys enjoyed reading this loooong post! :-D


Isabel ✌ ☺