A new beginning

Hi guys. 
I'll just get straight to the point aight.
I'm going through a horrible time right now. The guy that I loved the most.. left me. So yeah, for all those people that have gone through heart breaks and break ups, you'll know how I feel. Absolutely horrible. But I'm determined to get through this phase, be happy, get him outta my mind. I don't blame him for anything. He has his reasons and I respect him for that. I still love him alot, i can't deny it. My utmost thanks to Victoria. That amazing, one of a kind girl. At that point when I was having a conversation with him, you were there to guide me through it. Thank you so much Victoria! I'm so glad that have you as a friend.
Its been a horrible 3 days for me. Missing him so much. I feel so empty without him. He was my everything. My life pretty much revolved around him. I'm not kidding, at all. But I guess its all over now. OH SHIT. Ok, I'll really stop talking about him. I need to get over him ASAP. After all, he doesn't like me anymore. He & I are over, officially over, forever over... :( 
Done talking about sad stuff, hahah yeah you guys don't get to know about my sad sad love life. Just kidding!
HUGE THANKS to my dearest Tilly and Amelia for being here for me for the past 3 days. I swear i love you guys so much *muacks*! I really needed all the help and support from the both of you. I don't know how to express my gratitude towards the both of you. Just thank you. So, SO MUCH. 
Another big thanks to Yunxin for knocking some goddamn sense into me today. I really needed that talk. I'm gonna get over him, I promise I will. Oh, and Arthur too! Thank you for advising me and helping me. I SWEAR I LOVE YOU TWO ALOT TOO.
Happy news now! Watching Johnny English Reborn tomorrow. I'm gonna force myself to be happy tomorrow. Its gonna be really dark, and I'll feel alone. The memories will just, all start flowing back into me. But I'm NOT gonna cry. I assure you, i won't. Uh, well I'll try not to! Can't really promise. I've been so sensitive these days. Anyway! Watching the movie with Amelia, Tilly, Shu Shu, Aiken, Trevor, Laurence and Tony. Tony's dad is like super nice so he's gonna send me too. HAHAHA yeah his dad is nice. 
Talked to Gordon just now and we debated about which football team is better. Barcelona or Chelsa? BARCELONA RIGHT?!?! Duh..
Currently talking to Arthur but he just ditched me for CSI... just kidding. 
Ok so my dad's being SUPER annoying right now. He is literally READING my diary goddamit. Ugh. 
Bye. I want to go be pissed at my dad.