I've been obsessing about Taemin since yesterday... and I miss it. I miss those times when I'd be so obsessed about koreans, when I'd spend the entire day talking to her about B2ST.. Sharing videos.. Learning korean.. :/ Was it my fault? I shouldn't have been pissed off at her in the first place. Its all my fault. I shouldn't have been such a friggin' pissyhead. If I wasn't pissed, we'd still be best friends now.. Our 7 years wouldn't have gone to waste. What have I done? I'm all alone now. Yes, I know I have amazing friends. But I've always liked sticking to just one best friend. I never really enjoyed being in a large group. I felt so secure with just 1 friend. And now I've lost that special one friend. I was thinking.. if I really did have one special bff, who would it be? Someone from my school, for sure. But.. not from my grade, surprisingly. Now I know this sounds harsh and mean, but apparently people from my grade just aren't mature enough.(i'm sorry!) But its the truth.
I guess if I really were to have a best friend... it'd be Victoria? :O And she's in S2! She's really amazing. I feel so at ease when I talk to her, she's so trustworthy. Unlike those Singapore snitches who gossip about every single little thing they hear. She's been through the same things as me, plus she's really understanding.
<<< AWW :-) Shoutout to Victoria for being awesomer! But I guess I can't just decide who I want as a best friend just like that. Friendship goes a long way, doesn't it? A best friend is a person who's willing to hang out with you at any time, listen to all your crappy problems, help you with it, know you inside out, etc. Well.. thats my idea of a best friend! A perfect one. Then again, everyone has their little imperfections.
I shall end my emo post here. One Piece ep 515 really did come out, but it was such a short episode. Either going to the clubhouse or ordering pizza for dinner later.
P.S: To all those people in YC's school who are teasing him or scolding him. Can you just please shut up about him being new? If you can't understand the awesomeness of him, then its your loss alright. No need to laugh or scold him. There's nothing funny -.- <- Damn right i gave you the WTF face.
P.P.S: AHH TAEMIN IS SO CHARMING :') Yes I'm still like super duper obsessed about him. I've liked him since September 2010 but I really like him now! Oh Taemin :') Never fails to bring a smile to my face.
Ok, bye now! (Oh yay I'm not sad anymore. Thank you Taemin! Such a wonderful bf :'))
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