Our last goodbye?

I know I haven't told you guys this and so far very little people know about this. But I don't have a best friend anymore. Well, it seems that way. I know I'm a sucky best friend. Su Hyun and I haven't been talking for at least a month so it seems like its over. 7 years of happiness, all over. Sure, I regret it but life still goes on right? I'm not exactly desperate for a best friend now. But I do hope to find one before school starts. I've got amazing people around me anyway. There's this girl called Victoria and she's my senior though we're both born in 1998. She's really, really amazing. I love talking to her, cause it feels like when you're talking to her, there's nothing to be afraid of. Its as though she gives you the feeling that she's super trustworthy, which she is. And I have my cooool senior Yunxin! She's a belieber though, but to hell with that. Yunxin's the only person i go full bitch with. Ahahah, full bitch. And of course I have Gigi! The girl who has a weak left eye that freaks me out. My Big Skinny Friend! Last but not least, I have my awesome veg bez. Our h2hs are amazing. Hehe especially our h2h in the library. You know the place where no one is allowed to speak. So even though I might not have a super cool super amazing my idea of perfect, best friend. I still have Victoria, Yunxin, Veg bez, Awesomes and the sters. 
Su Hyun, if you're reading this, although you're probably not, i'm sorry. You know, for everything. All that shit that happened previously. I don't think we can be best friends anymore.. But we can still be friends right? Its up to you though. Thanks for all the happy memories :) First day of school on 4th Jan 2005. The day I left for Hong Kong. B2ST Concert. Teentop, Suju and B1A4 obsessions. Thank you for all those memories and everything. Dancing infront of a wedding, infront of everyone. I'll never forget them, thank you for all that you've done for me. Seems like you're living a better life now :) So have fun in life. Hope you find a better best friend than me! I'll always remember you, even if you don't.
and.. i'm sorry for lying to you about forever. i'm sorry.