Final decision

Lots of things have happened. And I don't feel like letting it out here. /: But I guess its time for a final decision. Remember how I always said I missed my mum, and I wanted to move back to Singapore or Malaysia? Yeah, not anymore. My final decision is to stay in Hong Kong. For good, I'm never going back. Ok maybe 'never' is a big word, but you get me. I don't want to come to Singapore anymore. I'm pretty much pissed off with life and I don't want to give a flying fuck about anything else. All I want to do now is continue writing my story, watching One Piece, dancing, losing weight and accomplishing everything else I want to do during Summer. Visit Wild Wild Wet, Escape Theme Park and Sentosa. I'm drowning myself in music these days. Lately I've been listening to Megan Nicole covers alot, she's really good. She's even better than Tiffany Alvord. I've been hanging out with Gigi too, well because she's my neighbour. And her house is my 3rd home. Haha? /: I want inspirational songs, any suggestions? I'm not celebrating my birthday in Singapore. Idgaf even if my mum wants to celebrate it. I'm going to celebrate it in Hong Kong. Life's fucked up, whatever. I'm just going to shut down and never start again. I don't know why I'm being like this, all pissy and stuff. My mum hasn't changed a single bit. Well she hasn't beaten me yet, but she says she's controlling her patience and all that shit. Whatever. She scolded me many time before, so why should i care. She's extremely mean to my maid. I really pity her. She's not even giving my maid salary. One day, I hope I can tie her and give her back all the hurt she's given to everyone. 

Enough with the talk, I'm going to MIA for awhile cause I don't want to be social for the time being. Ok, bye.