Tuesday, June 14, 2011

어떤말을 너에게 해봐도 다소용이 없겠지만


Trust, its something all of us ponder over. We think about it, ponder over it and wonder who to trust. So who can actually you trust? And what exactly is trust? In my opinion, trusting someone means being able to tell them everything, all your secrets, and always having faith in them, believing in all their promises and knowing  that whatever they say to you, it isn't a lie, its the real truth. Most people find it hard to find people like that, but I have. I am extremely fortunate to have found someone like that. And thats Su Hyun. You all keep wondering who is Su Hyun, and why I keep talking about her. Well, she's my best friend. No actually, she's my best friend forever . And when I say forever, I mean for my whole life, till the die I day and even in my afterlife. I may have a lot of best friends. But what are best friends actually? Are best friends just for gossiping? Or for bitching. Up till this day, many people still take the word 'Best Friend' for granted. And I'm pissed at that fact /: I hate it when peope just randomly go around calling others their 'Best Friend' Like what the fuck man, are you seriously kidding me. Just cut the bullshit already. Back to my point. I realized that I can't trust anyone, anyone at all. Anyone except for Su Hyun. I realized that even the simplest secret told to someone who isn't Su Hyun, will be spreaded around really fast. In less than 24 hours in fact. Lots of you will say that I'm just siding with Su Hyun just because she's my best friend, but no. She's never , and I dare use the word never , spreaded any of my secrets. Not a single one. And I have told her so much about my life, she's the one who knows every single detail of my life, from my crush, to biases, to friendships and even family problems. She promised me to buck up for her studies. And she did. She's staying up late night just to finish her homework now and she promised me that she was going to do well or EYE. She promised me she'd try her best at trying to recover from insomnia, although it isn't working out very well for her, she's still trying. Even if she's going to take days, or months or even years in fact, to recover from insomnia, I believe that she'll do it. Cause I believe that she'll stick to her promise. I'm really proud to have Su Hyun as my best friend, cause  knowing that fact, makes me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. 
Enough with the weird talk from just now, kinda weird huh. Had a great time with Tilly on Saturday :) We saw a 4 year old finger fucking at a kids playroom. Pretty cool. Had a great time with Cassandra too, we spent the whole time taking jump shot. but I fell sick on that day ): So I skipped school on Monday, but I'm healthy now. Well, sorta. I went for 4 days without food, including today. And I'm still pretty weak. Aiken socked me in the stomach today because I pressed his head on the piano. Sorry! ): My stomach churned for the whole ride throughout the bus and when I felt like sleeping, I found it 98% impossible. Moving on, I got all my results back. So fast right?! In MCS, it used to take about a whole week. I failed Maths, but not very badly like how I failed CA1 in 6E. It was ok-ok, I'll still get promoted to Sec 1 though, because I passed all of my other subjects :) I'm going to the beach tomorrow, for CIP. Cleaning up the beach~ Which is way much more fun then staying in class doing nothing. Holy crap I feel feverish again.And so does my pillow! Jk, my com is heating it up. Unless pillows can contract fevers. Now thats something to think about.
Sigh, I'm not going to Malaysia suring Summer. But that means more time in Singapore with Su Hyun! :) I honestly feel like, if I could, I would want to spend my rest of my lfie with Su Hyun ): Cause she's so entertaining. Argh its so hard to live one day without being entertained by her. I miss Su Hyun too much. But I'll be seeing her soon anyway! So I guess I just have to put up with all....this. For a little while longer till I get back to my normal life. Kekeke, Su Hyun, if you're reading this (i know you are because i made you wait for one hour for me to finish this post) I MISS YOU. And hurry up watch One Piece again you igarappoi baka reptile chameleon. I am 30 episodes ahead of you. 
Shall end this post here. I want to talk to Su Hyun now, byebye.




P.s: My bestfriend is very cute. I present, Kim Su Hyun! :)
 The picture's blurry but you know its super cute.


                                                                                                                Miss the times, miss the memories, miss you.xoxo.

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