Regrets

Hello all :) I need to start blogging everyday again. Ok well here's the thing, remember how I always used to say how much I hate my mum and my family and fucking my life and whatever bullshit ? Well I take it back. I take it all back. Turns out I miss my mum. Turns out I've finally realized what family is. My mum's been here with my for so long and I never appreciated it. I dream of going back to Singapore. I'll miss all my freedom, computer, phone privileges. But its ok. I just wanna be with my mum and my best friends. My close friends. My wonderful friends. My neighbours and everyone whom I've grown up with. I can't believe I just left them all there. I know I was desperate at that point of time, but I regret everything now. I want to go back to S'pore. But I guess I'm gonna have to wait for a long time. Oh well, I better cherish my mum while I still have her. I love my mum :) I realized that I used to a lot of spacings and singlish and whatever crap in my old posts. Oh and alot a lot of pics. I'm going to change and cut down now. Just one or two pics yeah :) This is a short post. I don't want anyone else to think I'm hating on my mum k. I've regretted everything. I miss her a lot now, I can't sleep and I keep crying because of her. I really miss her. 
I love my mum, she's taken care of me for 12+ years. I abandoned her and she's forgive me. What other greater thing can a mom do besides that ? i really love my mum. And I really mean it.
I love Su Hyun, she's my ultimate best friend. See my post " Best Friend " Then you'll understand why. Words cannot explain the love I have for  my best friend. She is seriously the most awesomest person I know.
I love Yi Jun, she's taught me so much. I'm glad to have her as my YCKSS best friend. She's matured a lot. I love her for always listening to my problems.
I love Guo Fu, my wonderful brother. He has his own problems but he always cares for me. He's not even my biological one, but if I had a choice, I'd want him to be my brother.
I love my son, my make believe son. Not gonna say his name though, he knows me best so far in the school and I really wanna thank him for listening to my cries about my mum when i was so upset. I wanna thank him for just going through that entire period with me and chatting with me for hours.
I love these 5 people. I will love them forever and always and I wanna thank you 5 for giving me so much happiness. You know I love you :) Thanks for being so wonderfully awesome. Thanks for always being here for me. Thanks for the memories and laughters. I really love you guys :)