Crossed Limits .

My life's fucked up . I'm not kidding . I actually pitied my mother and all but you know what ? I don't anymore  . I'm back to days when I hated her to the core . Seriously , she's back to her old self again and I hate it . Wasn't she going to be a nice person ? Wasn't that what everyone told me ? Or what . Were they lies ? Fucking lies . See , you just can't trust adults . They tell you to stop lying but they're liars themselves . My mum called me a fucking retard and told me to stop being so retarded . Really , a retard . Na buey . Then she told me to go and be a maid but she said I was no where compared to a maid because maids are smarter than me . Of course they are , or else how wou;d they cheat you time and time again you dumbass ? Then she told me to ask a prostitue how to fuck men . And she's the woman who told me to stop reading magazines that involve relationship questions . She's mad . I hate this motherfuckingbitch .
I cut myself . I bled , quite a lot . But I wiped it away . There's the smell of blood lingering on my hands now . I'm going to upload some scary pics now . If you're scared easily , please get out of this site now , thx .

Enjoyed the pics ? I did . Yeah , you might think I'm crazy . I was disgusted by a lot of them . But they represent my feelings . I'm seriously fucking sad right now . I always wondered why people did drugs or smoked but now , I don't have to . I understand , and truthfully speaking , I might be one of those people . Or maybe not . I swear , I'm gonna start my starving phase again . Nothing but water . I'm actually driven to this point where I don't know what to do but harm myself . And now I'm poking myself with the tip of my clip , lame . But it hurts , so , awesome . I don't give a fuck to my life now . If my dad knew about my blog , I wonder what he'd say about it . Thank you to ; Danielle , Yi Jun and Chuan Shu for trying to cheer me up ^_^


Danielle ; I knew she gave birth to me , but I have dignity and pride . 
Yi Jun ; I know she's a motherfucking cb (:
Chuan Shu ; Slap her up , down , sideways . Use a lot a lot of force , make sure she fly to Neptune . Thx .


I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight . Maybe drown myself in the music and read a book . Oh wait , I'll just dance the night / morning away . 
fuckthisshitfuckmylifefuckeverythingintheworld.


   I respect gays . I respect lesbians . I respect rebels . They add colour to this world .  


#nowplaying - Need You Now , Lady Antebellum . <---- I love this song ttm .


Nights world , hope you had a better day .






   March started the opposite way I wanted it to start .