Sadness .

I fucking broke down today after finishing Valentine's Day presents .

I don't know why , I'm seriously crying now . Like non - stop . My hands are shaking and my heart is breaking . I seriously can't stop crying . Fml . I've been crying a lot these days , even in school . But like no one knows . I'm breathing in really heavily now . My eyes , they're all red and puffy . Urgh . I've been really agitated these days , I get irritated easily and I start shouting . To my G6 , I'm sorry for being such an idiot . I really am . I'll stop venting my anger on you now , sorry , once again .

I've been thinking a lot about my mum , and I've decided that I'm going to move to Hong Kong with my dad . I'll go there before the June holidays and start 7th Grade in an international school next year . I'll miss everyone , I swear . But its for the best , I won't have to be with my mum , I can be with my dad , brother and step mother . And I'll get my freedom and DSLR , best of all , no one will have to stand my nonsense anymore . When I'm in Hong Kong , I hope I'll receive mails , so please send , hehe . I'll reply ASAP .

I want to watch my show now , goodbye .

Fuck my life , I wish my sadness was gone from here . I wish I was dead , I would have no worries then