Day 1 .

 Today's officially my first day living in Hong Kong . I don't know why , but I f'king emo-ed alot . Like last December . I wanted to cut again . I cried during the entire night . Danced likeafool and stayed up for the whole night . My insomnia is back again . I danced for 3 hours straight . From 3.43 am till 6.40 am . I'm not kidding .  

Sigh , I really don't know whats up with me again . Its back to december for me . It'll take my a whole month to wake up from this fantasy . Or maybe longer . Who knows . Who even gives a fuck ?!  Its been a horrible day for me . I cried for a really long time . I blasted the music . I danced like crazy with the lights off . I've been facing the computer for so long . I've already learnt two songs ; JOJO & WOWOWOW . Thank you to my dear Hyung , Dongseng , Yi Jun and Kor , for making me smile today . I really smiled when I put my smiley faces and when I said ' LOLS ' . 

Yi Jun ; Thanks for listening to what I had to say . Thanks for agreeing with me . Yes , maybe I am stressed out . But I really don't know . I miss you so much right now . I wish you were here . 

Anyway , who knows what I'm going to do tonight ? Stand on the window sill again ? Walk around likeafool and bang into walls ? I don't give a fuck . Its the maid's off - day tomorrow . I'll be going out for Pizza . Yay . I guess :| I guess I'll be skipping my sleep again tonight and crying . Or something . Very drama right ? Get used to it . 

B2ST ' Shock ' Jap Ver came out today ! Totally pysched .

ilovejanghyunseungtothemoonandback.

- Jang .

  Don't give me that fucking attitude . Thanks .